A "Madhur" encounter

To ,
My dearest Madhu.....
You came into my life just a couple of weeks ago...and now i am leaving temporarily and you permanently.........moving ahead of the pass that saw us meet....u came across as sweet.....oh as sweet as "madhu" or honey......with sparkling and eager eyes and cildlike enthusiasm...eyes that are ever gazing and absorbing every single thing..........I dont think I understand you a lot..........
A bit I can claim though.........May be you are too complex..........or just so simple that there is nothing to be understood........but to be felt......to experience your intriguing,and yet so warm presence.......I dont know why I kept getting back to you every single day, to catch up for some talk as we sipped tea most of the times.........I wonder how I spoke to you about topics dearest to me.......You made me comfortable.......I think I experience a set of mixed emotions about you.........
I think I actually adore you.......And may be you no longer intrigue me.......yet i feel a strange connection.......dont want to evaluate what......Would like to just let it be.......
I dont know if we will ever meet or remain in contact........but I shall always remember you as an intersting person who gave me a different point of view.....almost prompting me to think differently on many a topics......will miss you.......though I wont be able to tell what exactly I will miss about you but yes will miss that something in you which touched me......
Take care and stay in touch......
Love,
Evenstar.....

If only.....

There is always a time in life when you feel - If only I had done things when I had time.....If only i had listened to my heart.....If only I had not given in to the desire to do something I knew was not going to happen...........If only I had stirred away from the waters I knew to be troubled.......If only I had endured little pain to ward off a lot of sufferings......If only I had kept my reasoning with me and not embraced hope that was based on so weak a foundation that it collapsed and was lost in the mild wrath of the tempest.Not do I regret neither do I fret........not do I weep even though the sadness stealthily creeps....... Not do I crave though i am swept by the gloomy wave.....Though my cheeks seem so wet........I just move on.....never to come back to this neverland.....to this cunning,tricky pass.......Though sweet and loving memories I collected amass.......memories I shall never forget......memories that are worth a million sweet smiles.........and though I say I shall never ever behold this landscape again........but to live those moments,my heart will pine till my journey to that which lies far and beyond shall begin.........