If only.....

There is always a time in life when you feel - If only I had done things when I had time.....If only i had listened to my heart.....If only I had not given in to the desire to do something I knew was not going to happen...........If only I had stirred away from the waters I knew to be troubled.......If only I had endured little pain to ward off a lot of sufferings......If only I had kept my reasoning with me and not embraced hope that was based on so weak a foundation that it collapsed and was lost in the mild wrath of the tempest.Not do I regret neither do I fret........not do I weep even though the sadness stealthily creeps....... Not do I crave though i am swept by the gloomy wave.....Though my cheeks seem so wet........I just move on.....never to come back to this neverland.....to this cunning,tricky pass.......Though sweet and loving memories I collected amass.......memories I shall never forget......memories that are worth a million sweet smiles.........and though I say I shall never ever behold this landscape again........but to live those moments,my heart will pine till my journey to that which lies far and beyond shall begin.........